Monday, April 23, 2012

21 Feet of Freedom

I have to give you a preface of this story before I tell you our exciting news!!!

We have been sitting here in Fallbrook waiting and praying for direction. We came home from Kauai with one goal in mind: buy a motorhome and go discover the world! We want to see everything this nation has to offer, all Gods wonders and meet people, love on people and share our hearts with them. Although we have seen glimmers of hope of this dream becoming reality it has felt pretty far out of reach. The last couple of weeks had been wearing on me intensely. My heart has been heavy as I have struggled with finding peace in a land of waiting. I also began to wonder if we were going to make it financially. It's so frustrating that my wonderful and talented husband has applied over 40 places now and still cannot get a job. It's just stressful. My coffee shop job cannot sustain us forever. So one day a couple of weeks ago as I felt the stress begin to overwhelm me I decided to myself... My God will not fail me, or us now. He has provided and blessed us so many more times than I can count in the last few years there is no reason to start doubting now. So instead of staring at a computer screen of our bank account wishing for money to appear I simply went out to the garden to find peace. Something about getting your hands dirty is so healing. I got down on my knees, listened to some music and tended to all the young plants. I sat amazed at how they had weathered the last storm and continued to blossom. It eased my soul knowing this too will be true in my own life. Weather the storm and you too will blossom. I stayed out there til the sun finally set for the night. I began to feel my burdens lifting and my focus shifting to the things I do have instead of the things I don't.

Throughout the next few days I just kept replaying that in my mind. Spring brings new life. I was filled with hope that better things lay ahead. One night as we were all gathered in the living room after dinner Scott was telling us about the trade show he had just got back from. He told us about a man who had two houses in Mexico and only worked four months of the year. We looked him a little confused and asked what this man did to make a living. He said this man sells cashmiere scarves at the trade shows. Scott continued to tell us that he sells them for 10$ cash and had no less than four people in line all day long at his booth. It is rumored that he makes $5000-$10000 a day. We just laughed. Then Scott said he wanted to do that and he wants Jordan and I to work the shows. He would plan them along our trip across the country to help support our dream. It may be a long shot or too simple... But that is all I needed to hear that day. There was still hope for our dream to come true! Over the next week Jordan began intensive research on where we could find scarves to buy and resell. We have many prospects and are very excited. This is a means to an end.

A week after that conversation Jordans online company that sells surgical laser fibers landed a huge account. This one account alone could sustain us and more if we needed it to. It was another huge blessing! That night Jordans parents said they needed to talk to us. My heart was almost fearing the worst... They wanted us to leave!!!!! We sat on the couch nervously when they proceeded to tell us that jordans grandparents have been setting aside money his whole life waiting for an opportunity to give it to him to further his life. That time had come! They wanted us to use the money to add to our own that we have been saving for a motorhome. We were shocked at this news. Overwhelmed. Overjoyed. Then to add to it all Jordan was about to receive a pay out from his online company! Our motorhome budget was increased from $2000 to $6000 in one night!!! My heart almost exploded and Jordan couldn't wipe the smile off of his face.

See... The part I haven't told you yet- Jordan has been dreaming of buying a 1986 Toyota Dolphin for his journey for over five years now. They are pretty pricey though! The engine is so reliable they last forever and rarely do people want to sell theirs.  about two weeks ago though Bryan (our brother-in-law) posted an add of an amazing 1988 dolphin on jordans Facebook. We wanted it so bad... But we only had $2000. So the second Jordan found out we had $6000 he only could think of this dolphin and how it could be his if it didn't sell already!

We had to wait a week though for the money to come in. All that filled our minds was this Dolphin though. We called on the add and found out it was still available. We made an appointment for Saturday at 5pm to go and see it. As we got of the exit we both started getting really sick to our stomachs. The excitement of it all seemed way to overwhelming. As we pulled up we saw her sitting there on the street. It was in such good condition. We spent the next hour going through it and getting all the information. The owners were a really nice family who bought it from a friend and were planning on using it as a family. After they dumped a lot of money into it they realized that they just didn't have the time for it, so they decided to sell it. They were super nice. We took it for a test drive and Jordan was freaking out. He was finally driving his dream. Everything about it was great. We decided that this was the one. So we put in a down payment and are going to pick her up on wednesday! 21 feet of freedom to make our dreams come true. 



Can't believe how these past few weeks have turned around! Pretty much I am floored on God's provision and his faithfulness to us. Thank you!!!


Cockpit
Bedroom, living room and dining room table!

Our First House!

Bathroom and Kitchen!

Complete with an outdoor patio (awning!)

Monday, April 16, 2012

My little obsession and joy!

It's been so rad to watch the progression on these little guys! I am hoping that they can be strong and healthy after that last rain storm! Some got knocked over and whipped around a bit!







This is one of our artichokes! That plant has at least 12 growing on it and we have already eaten 5! It's a great feeling to eat something that grew right in your own backyard!

 My wedding lilies! Most beautiful vibrant and happy flowers I have seen! Love that they come back every year right around our anniversary time! :-)
Jord set up a fire pit in our backyard! It is so nice in the evening to go out there and sit under the stars! It's like we are camping- I love it!

Easter Week!

Easter is a time to rejoice, be thankful, be assured that all is forgiven so life extends beyond the soil of earth.



I can't believe that it is already April. Time is flying by faster than I can think. It is unreal that we have been back in Cali for four months already. Well since Lynnette had to have another surgery (hopefully the last one!) I told dad that I would go up to Arrowhead and hang out with Brandon so he could be with her. I was excited to go because I really haven't had any time off from work since we have been home and I was ready for a little sabbatical. We found out last week that our buddy Tim (our old roomy from Tucson) is flying out of LAX  to Hawaii and decided to make a little detour in San Diego. Jordan was so excited that he was going to get to see him before he left.  Since I made prior commitments I left for Arrowhead alone so Jordan could spend some time with Tim. It worked out kind of nice though. I enjoyed the quiet time and got to finish some projects that I had started. It is always refreshing to be up there these days. It's home.... it's where I was born and raised and no matter how long I leave it, it will always be home! 
      On Thursday I went over to my mom's house to help her with an Easter party she threw for Martin and Mackenzie! She's crazy- there was 13 little kids there!!! But also she is pretty amazing too. My mom has always been so good with kids and fun too. She planned games, activities, food, and time to share the gospel. I was glad that I was able to be a part of it! Most of the kids were pretty insane but these two little kindergarden boys were so adorable and kind of stole my heart. They almost made me believe that having a little boy would not be so bad! Haha! After that I was lucky enough to have my friend since junior high, Jenna Keck, drive up the hill from San Bernardino and hang out with me. She has been in my life through almost every single up and down and even if it has been a while since we last hung out... it is always refreshing! I love having people in my life that KNOW me. We had dinner together and then made some carrot cake with my kitchen aid! It was my first time using in 9 months. I had Sara babysit it while we were in Hawaii and man it feels good to have her home. Jordan also made it up to the mountains that evening and it was wonderful just snuggling with him by the fire. We played some board games with Brandon and mostly just relaxed. He is my best friend!
     Friday morning we slept in and then decided to take Brandon hiking to the Pinnacles. Both Jordan and I spent many days out there as kids and decided we needed to go back! Let's just say it was a little more intense than I remembered! We made it to the top even though it was a little painful! The boys kept me motivated even though I thought I was going to die.... ok I am being dramatic but it was a really great hike and so worth it at the end! We went and got Thrifty's ice cream afterwards because we definitely deserved a treat. And that is exactly the thing our parents used to get us when we were young. It is these parts of my childhood I love the most and love that I can continue with the little traditions! We were pretty beat after the hike so we just lazed around for the evening. Saturday morning came too quickly and we bolted out the door for San Diego. We were off to the season opener of the Padres who just so happen to being playing the LOS ANGELES DOODGERSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! It's been a long winter season without baseball and we are so amped that is all starting again. We met up with Uncle John, Aunt Mary, Nicholas, his girlfriend Mary, Ian, Kel, Scott, and Ally in the Gaslamp District before the game. We got dinner and walked around a bit before we found our seats. It was such a beautiful night in San Diego. Perfect weather for a baseball game. We had a blast and I think we almost lost our voices from screaming so much but it was all worth it. We headed home, hit the hay and woke up early the next morning to head back up to Arrowhead to meet the family at church and then to the house for a little lunch. It was the mostly relaxing, enjoyable Easter I have had in a long time. It was so nice to just fellowship and feel the fresh mountain air. It was the first real sunny day of the year up there, so much so that we had to put up the easy up for some shade. After a great meal we hid the eggs in the forest for the kids to find and then just relaxed some more. I am so grateful for the time we got with my grandparents. There are so many grandkids sometimes it is hard to just catch up with them at family events! We said our goodbyes, picked up the truck and headed home. It was an incredible, peaceful week that I enjoyed. 

My dad's pond


Lynnette's Flowers! Breast Cancer Survivor and Fighter!

 Crazy Munckins on a walk!
 They were bragging about how tall they were
 Precious girl... my little kindered spirit
 The Joker!
 Sweetest Smile!
 Daffodils!!!
 Checking out the ducks!
 They loved watching them and telling me all about each different kind


 We played on the bridge for 30 minutes...
 Treasures they found for me
 Always thinking bout him....
 Lake Arrowhead..
 This is what Brandon did most of the time! Video games....


 Crazy head!
 I think one day this look might get stuck on his face!
 Flash Dance game with the kiddos
 Pretty hilarious
 This is Nicolai and Christopher my two little buddies
 Cutest little giggle I have ever heard
 Cute girls
 FREEZE!!!!
 Mom's cute dcorations
 She even died eggs with all those kids!!!!!
 She's a brave BRAVE soul!
 top of the mountain with the most handsome man!

 Brandon hiding from my camera
 Insane how far you can see from up there
 taking a nap on a rock


 Flashback to my childhood!
 Petco Park, San Diego CA


 Um, Ya that is my boyfriend on second base.... Andre Eithier!



Coronado Bridge and Moon Rise!!

 We are so blessed.... we have done nothing to deserve any of these blessings. So we look to the heavens with a smile on our face and give all the glory to him!

 My grandparents!!!! 
 Mackenzie found the "Golden Egg"- she needed a boost to reach it! So proud of that little mountain girl!

 Haha! Love these little munchkins!
 Beautiful day!

 Love my grams!


What my hubsand does with Easter eggs. Mackenzie was entertained for 45 minutes!